He's trying to rebuild a connection long lost in the flow of time. The key to which is my cooperation, and I will not give it to him. Good luck... but time is of the essence, if he cannot succeed in taking back my trust with in the time it takes me to graduate, I will never forgive him, and I will never give him another chance. To someone who might think this is harsh, you have no idea how long 12 years is to a 4 year old, nor how lonely those 12 years can be without the comfort of a parent you can trust by your side. Truthfully, at this point, I could care less if he actually did succeed... maybe then, when I think about the past, I won't have to deal with a salty and wet face all the time. Time is running out... and the time frame for forgiveness is running short. I just hope that he doesn't repeat the same mistakes he did for 12 years.
It has been a long and hard time for both of us. I regret so many choices dearly. There is nothing in the world more important than the love between a father and his daughter, and their time together. The time is right to get back what is lost. I am here. See you soon.
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