It feels like, the person who will hold me close when I sleep - so warm their arms would be, so strong their comforting heart, and how kind their gaze - they seem like they are standing right in front of me,and yet, I can't seem to reach out and touch them. When I look at pictures like this, I feel like I could just go and sleep in the arms of the person I love right at that moment, but then, I realize that its all not so, and I feel so scared that I might be this lonely forever. That scares me, more than you'll ever know... I wish I had someone to hold me as I slept, maybe then, I wouldn't be so scared to wake up and find that I'm totally alone in this house... I just want someone who will be there when I wake up in the morning... the first thing I want to see when I wake up is his face, smiling and calm as he holds me in his arms...
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