I just now realized that, every time I get even the slightest bit happy, I always end up, by the time I go to sleep that night, with a feeling of great pain and sorrow that envelops my mind. It just makes me think that, maybe it would be better not to think at all, ever again... but luckily, I also found a way to quell this pain. So long as, that night, I am able to sleep well and sleep long, then my pain ends up dispersing into my subconsciousness for the time being. It may not be a permanent fix, but its all I have for now. I just recently (meaning I just now finished) redid my profile and blog page, so I hope you enjoy it :D I had fun doing this, and plus, everything is in my favorite color: blue~! :3
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