I was in shock for a while. Know why? Cuz I lost it to a girl.... Yeah, I said it. A girl. Oh and by the way, apparently I've been interested in girls for a while now and didn't know it.... This is so... shocking to me. What's even more is that I didn't hate it... in fact... I liked it. I'm just going to... uh... hope no one hates me for this (Grandparents, Dad...), but I don't think that will be the last time either.... I guess we'll have to see?
This is so very awkward... my mind feels like it's been blown through the roof.... I feel like the me that existed before now was just avoiding the possibility? Or maybe just hoping that I like solely men? Don't get me wrong, men are fucking hot, they still are, always will be. I am still, no doubt about it, attracted to men, and that won't ever change. That I know for sure. But... you know... I'm just... apparently okay with girls too? Well... this is a predicament.... Hmm... I can't think of anything else to say.... I'll just stop here, I guess? Oh, I hope no one hates me for this....
Sorry guys... but it happened.
