Tonight, they were in their room, talking. She was crying, he was sympathetic, they blamed themselves and were in so much pain, but all I could do was sit idly by and listen. I felt so powerless, useless. The one that I love and the one that he loves are in so much pain and there isn't a single thing I can do for them. This feeling of insecurity and helplessness. How am I supposed to help them? I wish I knew what to do, I wish I had someone there to teach me, tell me how to react. What should I do? How should I react? What should I say? How should I say it? All these questions and so many more arise in my head as I continue to do the only thing I know to do - become a spectator in the life of those around me and just wish them happiness and joy, for that is all I am capable of. (Made the picture for this one in Photoshop.)
