I... am... having... fun...!

This is so much fun! I love playing with the BG and playlist on my blog. Some people today started saying how blogspot is such a horrible place to blog since you can't invite people to chat with or "poke" people like in Facebook and Twitter... but I just think that's stupid. Why would I want to "poke" someone when the only reason I have blog is to help me vent stuffs to the people I trust the most like my Daddy and my Grandparents. I love blogging and to be completely truthful, since I started blogging, everything just seems to be brighter somehow. I really don't know why that is though. Although, I'm not sure if its from the blogging or if its because my memory is starting to fail me so much that, when I try to think back on the past to compare it to now, all I can see is a fuzzy kind of darkness. Its hard to explain, but have you ever walked into a room and completely forgotten why you went into that room in the first place? Then later you remember and can't understand why you forgot in the first place? Well, my memory is just like that, however, I don't remember what I had forgotten later. I just feel like I can't understand why I forget things, but when I do, since I never remember no matter how hard I try, I've gotten used to long parts of my past being completely absent from my mind. I really wish it wasn't like this, but what can I do right? Anyways! Blogging can help me with this too. As long as I am able to blog parts of my life, the rest just seems to flow with it. It makes me happy to know that my past is there for me to remember it. Maybe that's why its so much brighter? Not sure. Blogging is like my journal or diary, and I will use it for as long as I feel it is necessary to me. In the mean time, please enjoy some of my favorite songs! :D

He was gone... Or was he...?

Oh my gosh! Daddy disappeared! Or at least I thought so... turns out it was just a technical problem with not knowing phone numbers, emails, and misplaced mail. Well, I'm just glad that's over with! Anyhow, I don't really have much else to talk about, but here's some fun pictures :D

Hey, take a look...

Earth Hour, have you heard of this before? Its so amazing! I had no idea that this movement even existed. I was so moved, and now, I really want to do it too. March 26th, from 8:30-9:30, all the lights go off. For just one hour, hundreds of millions of people from over 120 countries and towns around the world come together. We can make a difference, I mean, this movement even got France to turn off the lights on the Eiffel Tower for a full hour! Isn't it amazing? I love this planet, why not just give back a little to what we all love and turn to for shelter? Its our only planet, and if we destroy it, what will we turn to? Who will we turn to? We are alone in this, so if we come together, we can save each other. Check this place out, along with the youtube video they made.

http://www.earthhour.org/Homepage.aspx

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Mxjbip6y04&feature=channel_video_title

Ha..Hahaha...haah...

Ok, so, heheh, um, bwahahahaha.... *dies of laughter*....... Alright so um, this is what happened, I was talking to one of my friends and I said, after hanging out with her for the longest time, "Today was fun." Just a usual greeting, but then she said "I'm confused." while looking off in the distance with a blank stare. So I asked, "You don't look confused." and she said, "Yeah, I know. I'm confused that I'm not confused." And her face when she said that just made me die. Then I found a picture of her face, pretty much at least, and this is what I found.... bwahahahaha.... her quote is with yaoi..... ahahah.... heheheh.... Good thing she's a fellow yaoi-lover, otherwise, she would have killed me..... eheh.... heeeh.... O.O

Omg, omg, omg...

So embarrassing!!!! I have never felt like this before! I really, really want to be touched! Its soooooo embarrassing! I love how it feels to be weak and vulnerable! (I wonder if I'm a masochist?) I really want to swoon in the arms of someone I love! I feel so embarrassed! I want to love so badly! I want to know what it feels like to fall so far in love, I really, really want to know! I want to be touched, to be loved, to be with the one I love! I want it all! (Yes! Yaoi pics! Finally I don't have to hide them! :3)