Hi unalivegirl! You are so lucky to be able to know what it feels like to love someone! I wish I could know what that feels like. However, I do know how it feels to want to cry when you see your best friend talk about something that hurts you (even if they don't know it). I think that if we met in person, we would get along great; two people with troubles that wish they could speak them out to the people those words were meant for but are unable to. (I tried going onto your blog page but I couldn't understand the language it was in, sorry! >o<) Also, I know its hard, I know that no matter how much you practice the words in your head, no matter how much you try to say them, that they won't come out the way you want them to, but no matter what, a best friend and a love are something you can't just walk through life avoiding. Please, be brave! Try your hardest to tell your best friend that you love the same person, because if she finds out from someone else, there will just be even tougher times to go through. I will always be here to support you. No matter what happens, you have a friend in me. Do you best, and I promise you, that no matter what happens with your friend after you tell her, if she is a true friend, she will understand, but you need to take the first step. She won't know what you are thinking or feeling unless you tell her; that's the problem with humans, the only way we know how to understand and communicate is by words. Words are the beginning of an understanding, and even if those words aren't spoken but delivered by other means, then those words will have the same meaning. Trust me on this one, you will make it through this! Your flower of hope is blooming, now take a peek out from behind those closed eyes and watch the flower become even more beautiful.
